Without Looking

"Some people find each other in this crazy mess we call a world. 

And others are put together before they even start looking"

-17 year old me 

Dawns Coming Darling

For one of my dearest friends, I love you

xoxo

When dawn arises promise me you won't stray away

 Allow the rays of God's gifts to lay upon such a beautiful face

With open eyes allow yourself to see the new day before you

Breath in his grace and let it humble you towards the tasks you'll face

When dawn awakens you Love, please be brave 

Glass Heart

I can't sleep when you're the only thing on my mind.
Distracted by the one with the ocean in his eyes.
Laying with me when I'm home alone.
Fixing our broken hearts and kissing away the pain.
And the one that stole my heart with his chocolate eyes and dimpled smile, unscathed in the slightest. 
Not even when I walked away.
Who showed me one glance can change your life. 
How they can consume you and become apart of you even years later.
I can't sleep with all these thoughts in my head.
I just want one good night of sleep. 
Let me close my eyes and pretend that we never existed. 
For one night let me believe that I can breath again. 
The ocean boy can't hide his pain, though his kisses try.
He sees the pain I try to hide inside, seeing if he is the one to reconstruct me. 
I'm sorry to tell you sugar, but broken glass is never truly whole again.
As I close my eyes i'll kiss you tenderly, hope just for tonight the ocean can wipe out the fire inside.