Lullaby

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There was this moment where my mind wouldn't stop wondering and
 the only thing that would keep it at peace was the thought of your dimpled smile
 and ridiculous laugh.

 The way you'd strum the cords to the lullaby you wrote me so many years ago.

Realization

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It's that moment.
The one where you realize just how much you love someone.

You see them run their hand through their hair

or maybe how when they stretch their neck while leaning back and their
shirt goes up just a little bit

But the best moment?

When you stop caring about the world long enough to be engrossed in what they love

They stop over thinking and in that moment it's nothing but untapped passion

The way you step up to the mike and let your soul poor out

When your fingers become your life line as they fly over the neck of a guitar

How you feed off the energy of the crowd

Those moments and how you can see someone and how happy they are and how you get to

experience it with that

See how much you love something

Baby that's how much I love you.

You're my untapped passion and raw emotions.

You're the desire to make all my dreams come true.

Familiar Rain

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I was wrapped around your best friends body when your words began to spill.

They whispered to me deep inside my head

The breathing escaping the depths of my chest

My lover pulled me closer believing I wanted more

When really all I cared about was hearing your velvet voice bounce inside my core

His hands were roaming from my hips to show me more of what liked about me

It was like the more I pulled away From you the more I heard.

I shook my head and ignored. Pulling my new man closer than before.

 Allowing myself to drown the old sorrow in new pleasures not yet explored.

The only way I knew to hear you was to let myself go free. Forget the last and just run wild.

This new flesh that touched me, so far from what I knew. Fumbling was not excused,

 as this new you began to seal my fate with the kiss he began to steal.

I ran away to save you, to merely save us both. I couldn't keep living on borrowed breath

. I whispered my good bye and ran away for good.

The boy I met a while back he was nothing more than that.

 The hide all my despair I pushed myself into something I knew wouldn't last.

He was arrogant and idiot really. 

Gentleman? Far from. But he took my mind if you and that's all I could ask.

So now I bite his shoulder hard and try to move along. Mumbled moans and hushed sighs fill the void.

Though I find myself under another it seems to me the only kind of pain I need it running away from you.

Under Another

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I was wrapped around your best friends body when your words began to spill.

They whispered to me deep inside my head

The breathing escaping the depths of my chest

My lover pulled me closer believing I wanted more

When really all I cared about was hearing your velvet voice bounce inside my core

His hands were roaming from my hips to show me more of what liked about me

It was like the more I pulled away From you the more I heard.

I shook my head and ignored. 

Pulling my new man closer than before. 

Allowing myself to drown the old sorrow in new pleasures not yet explored.

The only way I knew to hear you was to let myself go free.

Forget the last and just run wild.

This new flesh that touched me, so far from what I knew. 

Fumbling was not excused,

 as this new you began to seal my fate with the kiss he began to steal.

I ran away to save you, to merely save us both. 

I couldn't keep living on borrowed breath.

I whispered my good bye and ran away for good.

The boy I met a while back he was nothing more than that.

The hide all my despair I pushed myself into something I knew wouldn't last.

He was arrogant and idiot really. Gentleman? 

Far from. But he took my mind if you and that's all I could ask.

So now I bite his shoulder hard and try to move along. 

Mumbled moans and hushed sighs fill the void.

Though I find myself under another it seems to me the only kind of pain

I need is running away from you.

Shiver

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My body shook

Thousands of feet in the air

Not a care in the world

Millions of people stories below me my body hummed with the endless possibilities

My body shook

The wheels touched land as reality came back to me

Nothing would have come to mind if what would happen if you'd asked me before this moment

Spine tingling, I drive into an unknown situation

My body shook

Shivers running down my spine

I released the smile from between my lips.

Clenching my fists as I trusted the urge my body has to react to the closeness you had taken up
beside me

My body shook

My feet dangling from the tailgate

I let he lidless butt fall from my fingertips as you failed to impress me

My body forces to it realization

My body shook

As you cleaned closer, in anticipation of you're geekish smirk in orientation to the dog like
slobbered tongue quickly covered my entire face jaw to hairline

My body shook

Chasing another shiver from my body you caught with your eye, challenge me to end it with one answer

Giving in I'm rewarded with my first raw pinch on my left shoulder,

The bite still burning from your touch a shutter goes through me

My body shook

Your awkward and questionable one armed hug led us back into the house

Awkward as you are you pulled me closer, sharing the body heat you dared to share with me.

Prying to get close to me, to end the convulsing shivers you unintentionally caused

My body shook

The look of nerves overtaking your features as you debates if you want to do it

My body shook

Intention clear in your mind as you went in for the kill

Nibbles, teeth, skin and growls

My body shook

Scrapping of harsh hard things against my soft vulnerable flesh began a fire
I didn't know would be able to be put out

My body shook

I challenged back, not holding anything in

Jaw open wide, look of determination I went for the prey

Perfect aim, I took in the rougher skin, heavy breathing followed

Nails to the hot flesh and I takes them deep into the unwounded area of your strong lean back

My body shook

As you awkwardly slid your body on top of mine

Fumbling and attempting to caress me as you went.

Trying as hard I could I could compress the hardy giggle that ballooned from my chest.

My body shook

The night coming to an end

Pointing out my independence I kissed you softly on the lips as I turned my back
and walked out the door

My body shook

Anticipation ran deep in my veins as the ride home passed by in a daze

Quickly the sweetness was replaced with such a sick bitterness you'd think I'd downed a quart of oil

Independent things don't always land you in the places you want to be

True desires don't give you want you want ever time

My body shook

With stars up high the realization came with a start

A night that started in the sky floating with the clouds

It ended just as paralleled

With my feet on the ground digging into the dirt

Wishing to be above back to not worrying about a thing

Now longing for something I no longer had