Under Another

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I was wrapped around your best friends body when your words began to spill.

They whispered to me deep inside my head

The breathing escaping the depths of my chest

My lover pulled me closer believing I wanted more

When really all I cared about was hearing your velvet voice bounce inside my core

His hands were roaming from my hips to show me more of what liked about me

It was like the more I pulled away From you the more I heard.

I shook my head and ignored. 

Pulling my new man closer than before. 

Allowing myself to drown the old sorrow in new pleasures not yet explored.

The only way I knew to hear you was to let myself go free.

Forget the last and just run wild.

This new flesh that touched me, so far from what I knew. 

Fumbling was not excused,

 as this new you began to seal my fate with the kiss he began to steal.

I ran away to save you, to merely save us both. 

I couldn't keep living on borrowed breath.

I whispered my good bye and ran away for good.

The boy I met a while back he was nothing more than that.

The hide all my despair I pushed myself into something I knew wouldn't last.

He was arrogant and idiot really. Gentleman? 

Far from. But he took my mind if you and that's all I could ask.

So now I bite his shoulder hard and try to move along. 

Mumbled moans and hushed sighs fill the void.

Though I find myself under another it seems to me the only kind of pain

I need is running away from you.